my biggest fear will be losing you.
20120709
assalamualaikum
assalamualaikum Blog.
it has been a while since this blog is equiped with words i made for you. maaf if there's few days back then you constantly checked this blog hoping for a new post but yet,it is empty.i am truly minta maaf.
it's not that my 143 towards you are fading, but believe me it's getting stronger day by day.
this will be a long one, i hope.
so,get yourself ready.
the first break up,i believe it's a vital point in the relationship.
the reason why we break up because the foundation of the relationship is not that strong.i've told you many times and i'm just repeatiting myself here.
foundation kita tak kuat kerana kita less spent time.the force that bind me with you is not that strong.we barely know each other, and yes, kita tak matang lagi in mmbuat kputusan.
why?
because i never have someone so special in my life,someone who has been there for me all the time, someone who has become a big part of my life.kita jadi shock as i do not know how to handle someone that important.i have no experience.
and since then, i knew i am wrong and have flaws in many aspect...and i am afraid to lose you.
awak,manusia memang banyak flaw.
remember ayat pasangan selalu buat,
kita rasa quotes tu banyak salah dia.
i believe if we had flaws,you or me, it is my responsibility to point out to you and correct you. kita tak nak relationship yg suka semua benda orang lain buat.contoh kalau orang tu buat benda tak elok,tp kita tak nak ubah dia langsung,tak ke bengong tu?hehehehe kan?
i made mistakes,so does you. it is our job to remind each other what we have done wrong and we do not really fond about this realtionship.
i am truly minta maaf if that particular time,i'm being over sensitive, hahahaha kelakar kan?
it just sometimes i need your laughter and smile to feed me. i crave and addicted to it.and if one of those days, kita tak berjaya buat awak senyum or gelak,kita rasa tak sedap and kita rasa failure sbb tk brjaya buat awak ketawa.
"the dinding" referring to your blank expression when i told how my day was. awak takda respons. macam pekak terus.power power.
huisshh lagi power.it just that i t makes me feel that i failed to get your attention. so do please next time respon sikit pun takpe awak eventhough it's not that interesting to hear.
kita tahu,kita membosankan hahahaha
Dah masuk subuh,Assalamualaikum.
Entah bila awak nak sedar post ni wujud hahahahaha
it has been a while since this blog is equiped with words i made for you. maaf if there's few days back then you constantly checked this blog hoping for a new post but yet,it is empty.i am truly minta maaf.
it's not that my 143 towards you are fading, but believe me it's getting stronger day by day.
this will be a long one, i hope.
so,get yourself ready.
the first break up,i believe it's a vital point in the relationship.
the reason why we break up because the foundation of the relationship is not that strong.i've told you many times and i'm just repeatiting myself here.
foundation kita tak kuat kerana kita less spent time.the force that bind me with you is not that strong.we barely know each other, and yes, kita tak matang lagi in mmbuat kputusan.
why?
because i never have someone so special in my life,someone who has been there for me all the time, someone who has become a big part of my life.kita jadi shock as i do not know how to handle someone that important.i have no experience.
and since then, i knew i am wrong and have flaws in many aspect...and i am afraid to lose you.
awak,manusia memang banyak flaw.
remember ayat pasangan selalu buat,
"i'll accept whoever and whatever you are cause i love you more than anything"
kita rasa quotes tu banyak salah dia.
i believe if we had flaws,you or me, it is my responsibility to point out to you and correct you. kita tak nak relationship yg suka semua benda orang lain buat.contoh kalau orang tu buat benda tak elok,tp kita tak nak ubah dia langsung,tak ke bengong tu?hehehehe kan?
i made mistakes,so does you. it is our job to remind each other what we have done wrong and we do not really fond about this realtionship.
"kadang2 rasa macam cakap dengan dinding"
i am truly minta maaf if that particular time,i'm being over sensitive, hahahaha kelakar kan?
it just sometimes i need your laughter and smile to feed me. i crave and addicted to it.and if one of those days, kita tak berjaya buat awak senyum or gelak,kita rasa tak sedap and kita rasa failure sbb tk brjaya buat awak ketawa.
"the dinding" referring to your blank expression when i told how my day was. awak takda respons. macam pekak terus.power power.
"i'm not deaf, i;m ignoring you"
huisshh lagi power.it just that i t makes me feel that i failed to get your attention. so do please next time respon sikit pun takpe awak eventhough it's not that interesting to hear.
kita tahu,kita membosankan hahahaha
Dah masuk subuh,Assalamualaikum.
Entah bila awak nak sedar post ni wujud hahahahaha
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)